Anonymous asked:
Seeing how you like YQY Can you please give me a reasonable explanation as to why YQY didn't just fcking tell the truth to SJ the moment they met and choose to be a little bitch about it and let SJ suffer with abandonment and solitude ,many times MXTX writes horrible situations where everything can be solved if the characters just fcking speak to each other
nymphomanik answered:
I actually talked about it a few times, though some revising may be needed.. I think the main reason is that he was convinced that the fact he tried was irrelevant because he failed at the end, his “excuses wouldn’t make it alright”. More importantly, I think he just.. didn’t think he mattered to SJ? Therefore only the result would be important?
Honestly I’m so convinced of it at this point to me the whole thing makes literally no sense if you think YQY believed SJ loved him, bc then why wouldn’t he take that chance? Just guilt? Information too dangerous? Not wanting to burden SJ? None of them feels enough, bc then he’d know the pain of such betrayal would be much worse than all that combined. This also fits with how YQY just doesn’t have the best opinion on SJ’s character, it’s like he believed SJ is “beyond saving” or something, like he can’t grasp a world where SJ would care about someone else other than himself lol, so he acts like he resigned to his fate, expects nothing from SJ.





